Ownerless

You don't acknowledge me as a human, you don't admit any worth in me.
You decline me because of my poorness which is the propulsion of my being.
I am despicable for you all due to my physical deficiency.
I am covered in similitude by your view, a rotting meat.

Do I must take the blame for genetics and democratic division?
Why do you keep on paying death to sweep my hideous oddments?
Why do you burden me for dramas if I were not the one wishing to be born?
Do I even am not allowed to get a coffin after my last lonely breath?

Unnatural, unimportant, unworthy, insolvent.
Only this gets through to your conscious, those defects with which I was chasten.

They whisper- no one sees his smile, hunger ate away his teeth.
They whisper- neurosis trembles his palms, he won't hold you if You'll fall.
They whisper- mind of his is unstable, destructive as a silent river.
They persuade- obviate him with a curve or you shall also be infected with misery.

Still, in my ears an echo of derisive laughs out a manifest.
Still, my memories repeat the fact of me being a failure.
Never, I had the skill to give any trust to those surrounding me.
Never, no one sincerely noted my tries of accommodation.

I don't possess a pass ticket to happiness.
I always will get eviction even from the most dirty and tight burrow.
The face is covered in dinginess made by renunciation marks.
The excrements are thrown to only finish off the society's pest.

Unnatural, unimportant, unworthy, insolvent.
Only the loneliness of depression is the only guarding wall.